Sunday, July 6, 2008
yesterday, i really felt loved by God after praise and worship. it was as though, nothing else mattered to Him except me.

Hide me in the shelter of your love
Deep in the center of your heart, my Lord
How I want to know you more
And keep me in the shadow of your wings
Safe in the secret place of holiness
How I need you more and more

i felt so loved by Him that i decided to go for first service myself alone to meet Him. not that the rest were not going, but i just wanted to be alone with Him, no distractions or anything. and i'm glad that i went alone.

in the morning, i was planning to sit in the overflow room since i reached at nine, but somehow i just managed to walk right into the rock auditorium. thinking i was going to sit on the floor, an usher came up to me and directed me to a seat. and the seat was the second row, in the middle section, right in front of pastor prince! i really felt loved by Him right then cause i never sat so close before. arrow is not counted. haha. in my heart, i felt God telling me, 'if only you trust me to bring you from the back to the front, it would be effortless. don't try to use your self-effort because it would never achieve and compare to what I can do for you.' i am amazed at what God can tell me through such a simple process and i really enjoyed every part of the sermon today. God never fails to reveals truth to me through pastor prince. haha and ironically, i didn't fall asleep even though it was the first service unlike previous times when i went for third. perhaps because pastor was too near and i didn't dare to feel sleepy. haha.