Thursday, March 27, 2008
this few weeks have been much better somehow. probably because i have already gotten over it and realised how much he has changed. omg his ego is like super big. asked him how was his driving test and he said 38 points fail by a little, but that's like super alot. it only serves to remind how much i am in God's grace to even pass my test because i know i don't deserve it, i really didn't.
i feel that God has been reminding me to walk in wisdom, be filled with the Spirit. cause lost time can be redeemed. be it in my studies or a relationship, but i know with God all things are possible. these few days i keep telling myself, i really don't want to live my life just studying away my university days, but what am i to do? i don't want to be a pharmacist eventually and whenever i told my friends that i don't want to work in hospital because i must try to maximise my pay in 10 years cause that's how long i want to work because i want to be a proverbs 31 wife and they all just laughed.haha. it may seem funny to them, but i'm really serious le.haha. really, why work so hard when i know that grades do not just bring me everything that i want in this life. so i can't be like the natural to climb up the ladder. haha.
anyway, recently i have been praying to God to heal my vision to give me perfect vision. if God can heal the blind i am super sure He can heal me. haha. i was thinking if next time i want to go for lasik operation which i really thought of because i am sick of wearing contact lens and spectacles, why not ask Daddy God who created me to heal me first.
i realised that i only have a month to exams and i haven't really been studying. haha i should start soon.